Tired Angela - Moira

Angelas øjne blev smalle "what is that supposed to mean?" spurgte hun

Moira så hende an. "Are you sure you want to know?"

"Yes" sagde hun vredt e_e "seems you are the one who don't want me to know"

Moira så hende lidt an. "I have used human death" sagde hun så. "But not caused by me"

Angela pressede hårdt læberne sammen "that sounds horrible"

"Sometimes it is nescessary to do horrible things" sagde hun og trak lidt på skuldrene

"No it isn't" sagde hun frustreret "no"

Moira så hende an. "No, you wouldn't think so" sagde hun. "Fortunatly for you, you will never have to make difficult choices"

Angela så på hende med smalle øjne "not that kind, no."

Moira rystede på hovedet. "No" sagde hun. "It is so easy to judge that way, isn't it?"

"Oh yes, it's so easy to judge people who use dark magic powered by the dead!" sagde hun frustreret

Moira nikkede lidt og så hende an. "Yes" sagde hun. "You can just decide that every action is evil, without having to look at the consequenses"

"I do look at consequenses" sagde hun utilfreds e.e

"Do you?" spurgte Moira og så hende an. "Then tell me what they are?"

"That dark magic posses people, summons demons and live on death and pain! That allowing people to use it, will make them go kill people and cause pain to fuel their powers and that mages instead of learning how to heal with warmth and light, go out to learn a most dangerous tool that most people have no chance to posses and even less desire to!" sagde hun vredt "I have seen cities slaughtered by dark mages!"

Moira så hende an og rynkede brynene lidt. "I have seen cities burned to the ground, destroyed by storms and by floods, and yet no one claims that fire is evil, nor water or wind" hun krydsede armene. "And for most it is not a choice between healing and dark magic, it is a choice between weaker forces or dark forces"

"Yes" sagde Angela frustreret "and it's stronger forces fueled by evil!"

Moira så hende an. "And then I ask you again. Is it better to let people die than use this force? Not if a better skill could have been learned, but if this skill should not be used, if it's the only option?"

"It's better to learn the skills that are not harmful and not the dark ones!" sagde hu frustreret

"Ah .. had it been better I couldn't use it? That I had stopped at the elemental powers?" spurgte hun interesseret. "As destructive, but unable to save lives"

Angela så konfliktet på hende "........ if you only used it for healing...."

Moira hævede et øjenbryn af hende. "I don't" sagde hun. "Should I not use it for healing because I also summon demons?"

".. if you only used it for healing... and not for demons... then maybe" hun rynkede brynenen, ikke glad ved tanken stadig

Moira så hende an. "That is not an option" sagde hun. "Should I not heal, when I summn demons? Should my friends pay with their life for that?"

"You should not summon demons!" sagde hun surt